Who doesn’t like to be seen? Everyone wants to be perceived as important and even more so to be valued. Few have the courage to take that step forward, knowing full well that the forces of envy will be there ready to stone the tree that bears fruit.
To be seen naked with a natural, statuesque body that hasn’t suffered from two natural births and doesn’t seem to suffer from time, accompanied by a voice of immense talent, a frightening wit, movie courage and an endless libido seems even more violent and noteworthy – and all the envy you could possibly have.
That’s Fada. In my 41 years I’ve never met a second woman like her who wasn’t a comic book character. For those who have had the honor of meeting her, and for those who have had the audacity to get close enough, this is an unique human experience.
You’re about to enter the mind of this surreal woman with whom I’ve had the honor of supporting in many great moments of my life, but whom I’ve never come to understand. Perhaps she’s just one of those people who is too much sand for the world and who in the future we’ll look at with the same admiration as we look at the great figures of the past.
As a recurring character in this book, I feel honored to read it with you (especially the parts where she speaks well of me) and I wish you many orgasms while reading it – if you don’t get aroused reading this, go to your doctor or the nearest spiritualist center!
Bardo/Allparktoys
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I love showing off. I’ve always been like that. I grew up with people around me telling me all the time how beautiful I am, a gift from biology that I cherish and that allows me to strive to be beautiful on the inside too, treating everyone around me with the greatest love.
It makes me want to share. I want to rip off all my clothes, sing at the top of my lungs and hug everyone naked. I think that’s the driving force behind the story you’re about to read.
If you don’t know me yet, let me introduce myself:
My name is Vanessa, a name only my mother uses. I’m 41 years old as I write this and 22 years ago I became Fada (Portuguese for Fairy). I’m a real woman. Totally natural, I have two daughters and I’m disruptive in every way I can be. People think I’m married. I never was. They think I’m a mother. I never was. They think I have a family. I never did.
I love freedom above all else and these names that are given to things steal the good stuff. So I prefer you to imagine that I fight to deserve the company of two daughters, a partner in adventures, friends, lovers, and all these people know that I’m ephemeral – even if I’ve been ephemeral for decades.
I love the waves of life, the cycles. I love nature with all my might and its most powerful energy, sex.
I sing. They say I sing very well. I started my professional career at the age of six with my father and then I started to get a taste for life on the road.
I can’t stand still, living in one place. I need to see those yellow road stripes passing by and the scenery always changing. I like meeting different people and I love experiencing them sexually.
I love not having to wear clothes, I love contact with nature and as I also love sex, all this comes in handy with my friends on forest trails.
And did I mention that I love sex? It’s what drives me in life. I love the male and female body and I love having sex in new places and experiencing everything my body can offer. I’ll never find the right words to define how much this powerful energy of nature moves me, makes me wake up in the morning and fight for everything I want.
After all, I’m in an amusement park and I want to ride all the rides!
Sharing, traveling, being naked in nature, singing and having sex. These are the verbs that guide my way. Give me your hand, come and share it all with me in the next chapters of this never-ending story.